Torn Between Conflicting Dreams

This is the first time i have felt the need to blog for a while, as you probably will have noticed, things have happened.

Some of you may have known of my offline relationship with @hot_chocers, and those of you who are close enough to me will know that we gone our separate ways. This was completely by surprise for me. My grandmother came to visit me and at one point we had a lengthy discussion on whether science and spiritually were integral or independent. I met someone ^^ that i really like but i am a little hesitant to start a full blown relationship with her. I don't want to work where i work anymore... i am bored. I have been sick, Soooo sick that i have missed out on 2 weeks that i could have been working on my uni stuff so i am now on antibiotics.

...But... I hear you ask ~~ why the conflicting dreams??


I have come across the notion that this is all nothing but a dream and that infinitely we move from dream to dream. For me it's not so much a spiritual notion and more of wants and needs based thing. I am not a one track person but I am finding it harder and harder to jump the tracks.

I will write other posts later on the topics above

Sir Almo