How Far Have I Come?

i dont know what i want to do

im almost 3/4 through my degree, im in control of a great philanthropic project.

But now i am not so sure what i want

What do i want to do??

i think it might be my fault that i feel overwhelmed by everything but i dont know how to get out of all of this. i have a tendency to over commit my self, i just dont know how to say no. it's such a silly thing to do. the problem now is that i want to escape but i dont want to let anyone down.

its unfair!!!!

i wish i could just stop time and take a break

but intsead it just seems like everything is speeding up and running away from me

ahh well

might as well go through with it now, the worst i could do is lose everything.

But atleast i tried

:)