Torn Between Conflicting Dreams

This is the first time i have felt the need to blog for a while, as you probably will have noticed, things have happened.

Some of you may have known of my offline relationship with @hot_chocers, and those of you who are close enough to me will know that we gone our separate ways. This was completely by surprise for me. My grandmother came to visit me and at one point we had a lengthy discussion on whether science and spiritually were integral or independent. I met someone ^^ that i really like but i am a little hesitant to start a full blown relationship with her. I don't want to work where i work anymore... i am bored. I have been sick, Soooo sick that i have missed out on 2 weeks that i could have been working on my uni stuff so i am now on antibiotics.

...But... I hear you ask ~~ why the conflicting dreams??


I have come across the notion that this is all nothing but a dream and that infinitely we move from dream to dream. For me it's not so much a spiritual notion and more of wants and needs based thing. I am not a one track person but I am finding it harder and harder to jump the tracks.

I will write other posts later on the topics above

Sir Almo

Has It Not Been Hectic?

Well i have been gone for a while... but not really..

I have been here, just in the background

With almost ridiculous amounts of study an research I have not paid enough attention to this blog.

but I am still here

and will continue to be here

so i will see you around sometime soon

SirAlmo

i have a friend

Munchkinhugs..

She has made a video and we are looking for video responses

check it out..

make your own..

post it..

and we could make something awesome with it (remember to post it as a response so we can see it)

3 am

So it's 3 am and i can't seem to sleep, i have so many things to do that i keep running it over and over in my head and it is keeping me awake. I was told that at times like this all you need is to take a deep breath and get enough sleep but at the moment that seems really difficult.

I don't feel tired....

I had maybe 2 hours sleep at the most so far. When i try all i can think about is what i am meant to do.

Over and over and over

Its so repetitive, yet i seem to find some new way of looking at things or a new idea every time i start going to sleep

So what do you think?

Should i try to get back to sleep?

Sir Almo

I'm Back

Did you miss me??

you may have noticed my absence or my gradual decay in internet use over the past month followed by my absence from the internet....

Well Guess What??

I'M BACK!!!! :D :D

What i was doing will forever remain Super Secret Squirrel amongst those who actually know me in the real world. The fact of the matter is that i am back and i am now not gowing anywhere for a while so i shall engage with you. Over the coming weeks i would really appreciate comments, just to let me know you read and so i can get to know you a little better :D :D

That way i can give shoutouts, like:

Munchkinhugs,

heya sweetheart, hows it been? planning on coming online anytime soon?

You see muchkinghugs is one of the "most awesomest peoples" i have ever met. and whenever i get the chance i will tell people about her works (not today though :P , you can look for it yourself if you want)

i would go into a bit of depth but for now i must go and tend to all my other bits and pieces

lookim yu :D

Sir Almo