aarrgh!!!

aarrgh!!!

why???

:(

i dont get it, im fine for ages and ages and it takes one to shatter it all......

why, why, why?????

if anyone understands, this feels crazy, i dont know this person at all, and i can't get her out of my head.

blaahhh!!

the worst part of this is that i've stoped talking to her because of a few things.(well not stopped talking to her but removed her from msn)

1. everytime she comes on i really really want to talk to her even if i dont have anything to say

2. i think i was getting annoying

3. i dont know if she even remotely likes me

4. im an idiot

5. i dont know but im sure there is something stupid i do to go in here

but the worst part she lives in another city which means that i cant actually talk to her and find out what she thinks.

somehow i think im making a mistake by not talking to her and making a mistake if i do......

BTW im supossed to be studying at the moment, and this is what im thinking, not to mention the fact that im aimlessly trauling the internet for nothing.....

blahhh!!

alright.... im signing off (going to try and get some sleep, cause i am getting less and less of it and i have to be up early)

:S