Stress aversion

So i was having a bitch and a teary at you guys the last post but now i have good news,

The partners have decided to push the project back to the middle of the year which means i now have more time to do everything and i am garunteed a trip to PNG

ahh the AWESOMENESS of it all is astounding

which means i now have more time to do talk to you guys, and do everyday stuff and partyharty like it was 1562

So.... now i need to chase up vac work and cancel shipping

i bid you adeu ;)

The Week Ahead

i am sitting here, stressing and stressing about my project because its not running the way i planned and i have strict timelines :(

so ill let it out here

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*sigh*

monday i go back to melbourne for pre-departure training, you know so i don't screw up 1000's of years of culture and politics. this week end i have to start preparing the equipment to go, hmm seems easy but we'll see later and then when i get back it will be the same thing, unfortunately i have run into a little dilema, i didn't realise that the shipping yards went on holidays over the christmas period so, i have the choice to ship on the 17th of december or the 8th of january.

anyone who has any info i need to make this descision has up and left for what i assume would be christmas holidays which leaves me in a state of limbo.

but i push on, doing all i can do in preparation.

i feel that everyone is going to be angry at me though, and it is really bizzare being under sooooo much pressure to achieve

its like im on the edge of a breakdown, anythings that doesn't work for me lately has just given me the shits, and i just refuse to participate.


moving on.....

im finding i have less and less time for things on the internet now. this was my last refuge after i was so quickly removed from my life in normal day time society, but i have found something. somebody in an engineering firm is willing to take me on to do Vac Work but because of normal work and my project and the bureaucracy of uni i am struggling to find the time to work out the fine details. also now that i have to go for the majority of the week i will be unable to persue this for a while, and i hope this doesn't leave them a bit pissed.

but at least i have one thing, more sane than i at the moment which is shweta, who i have been talking to over the last couple of days and she did something that made me smile, :) she wrote about me in her blog so im going to give you a link and maybe you'll like her too

post
http://munchkinhugs.blogspot.com/2008/12/hitlerishness.html
blog
http://munchkinhugs.blogspot.com/

the topic being that hitler was an emo clown (mind you it has absolutly nothing to with hitler or emos)

*crack of thunder*

and it rains, well i guess we'll just have to check the equipment in the wet tomorrow


so thats my current situation and my 2 cents

back off to plan,


ciao

xoxoxox (to all who want it otherwise there's a handshake waiting for you)

apparently everyone is doing this

1. What's your name?siralmo

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?undies – they make me feel secure

3. Last thing you ate?chocolate mousse

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?the fish and chips shop down the road

5. I say Shotgun, you say:duck

6. Last person you hugged?Irene

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?probably not

8. Would you date anyone you met online?hmm dunno

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:my flabbies as irene so kindly put it

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?the Broncos leagues club

11. Who is your best friend?best friend?.

12. What time of the day is it?12:23am

13. Who/What made you angry today?the shipping times over christmas

14. Baseball or Football?futebol or AFL

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?that seems personal, have you? Maybe ;)

16. Favorite type of Food?anything but the foods that I don’t like

17. Favorite holiday:one that I’m not responsible for anything

18. Do you download music:when I need to, there should be exceptions for students

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?depends on how dirty, I might wear them a couple of time depending on how they feel

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?well if you don’t know mandarin or Cantonese chances are not going to know exactly whats being written on you

21. Would you date the person that posted this?it depends, on whether he will be available soon but I don’t know if he would be into that… just jokes

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?no

23. Do you love anyone?
love is such a strong word, so not at the moment

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?the contacts aren’t important, it’s the person underneath that counts

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?no

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?no

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?yes

28. How many pets do you have?2 - Zorro and our fish

29. Have you met a real redneck?yes – nothing wrong with them really

30. How is the weather right now?Hot Humid

31. What are you listening to right now?Nothing

32. What is your current favorite song?Listening to bloc partys new album, its alright

33. What was the last movie you watched? cant remember

34. Do you wear contacts? no

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?broncos leagues club

36. What are you afraid of?getting hurt

37. How many piercings have you had?none

38. What piercings do you want?none

39. What's one thing you've learned this year?people are actually here to help me

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?Nothing

41. What Magazines are you reading?none

42. Have you ever fired a gun:no

43. Are you missing someone?hahaha yeh, I don’t know where I lost them

44. Favourite TV show?heros or scrubs

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?NO

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?hahaha all the time except no one can ever seem to remember who, obviously that person is not famous enough

47. What celeb do you look like?refer to last answer

48. Who would you like to see right now?you

49. Favorite movie of all time?none though I saw my fair lady for the first time the other day and it was the funniest thing I had ever seen

50. Do you find yourself loved?hahahaha not for a long time

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?offcourse, but its getting out of it that makes it all worth while

52. Favorite smell?food or flowers

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?popcorn I think salt is enough

54. What's something that really bugs you?
At the moment I can’t think of anything

55. Do you like Michael Jackson?personally, I don’t know him, so…

56. Taco Bell or Burger King?hungry jacks ;)

57. What's your favorite perfume?umm I only wear these things for people special to me

58. Favorite baseball team?NO

59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?NO

60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?Three days – man you have great sleep after that one

61. Last time you went bowling?the other week

62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On the floor

63. Who was your last phone call?lady from shipping company

64. Last time you were at work?2 weeks ago

65. What's the closest orange object to you?an led in my room

The Rain

So I pick up the guy that was helping me take inventory , and we drove out there and started to pull the equipment out of one container and started counting. That was when the clouds rolled in so we decide to pull the equipment in, then all of a sudden this huge gust of rain blows passed. There was nothing to do but get all the equipment in the container as quick as possible then I realised the window to my car was open

>.<>.<>.<>.< once again

So we waited in the rain and the cold for an hour while this guy came. When he came he tried to pick the lock, which he wasn’t able to do, so he pulled out the back seat and went in that way, in the mean time I was being bitten by ants.

So we went home once the back seat was in and we drove home we realised the damage of what was later described as one of brisbanes worst ever storms. When I arrived home I went to bed for some much needed sleep. But I woke at 12:00am by my mum yelling my name and telling me to come down stairs, when I got down there, the pool had filled and flooded the downstairs of the house so we had to try and empty the pool which involved running the pumpwhich happened to be out in the open.

So there I was out in the open in the middle of the night in my undies getting rained on trying to run this pump…..

Party

So after the exam I planed to go out but for some reason ended up on laptop writing emails for my project in the mean time I convinced a friend to come out. My friend turned up a short while latter and by that time I had found a game called fantastic contraption http://fantasticcontraption.com/ and was then officially procrastinating. From what I hear you ask?? I had just finished exams.

Well the simple answer would be the party I had organised, but what I hadn’t thought about was that I was carrying my laptop around, so first I had to ditch the laptop. I took my mate to home and ditched the laptop but while we were there he noticed the pool, so we had to take a swim. Unfortunately I forgot about the scab on my back where the stitches had been taken out. It got all soggy so I had to find someone to help me clean it up afterwards. Anyway we got out and got ready to leave.

We reached the city and met up with our other friend, who was not impressed that we had left her waiting, and went to a bar. We began to talk it up and drink it up, at which point my friend decided declared he would find sake at any cost, so when we were finished we went in search of sake. And ended up at a bowling alley where we found another friend so we kept drinking and then went bowling. After we were done we ended up at an irish pub and in the wee hours of the morning we went home

Ahhhh home sweet home :D

So I woke up at 2pm, that didn’t matter to me I had finished exams but I had to be at work soon so I had to get going…

(in this period I went to work)

After work I met the guys from the night before at a club but I had driven in so I couldn’t drink so I danced the night away. I drove everyone to my friends place and went to sleep there. I woke up at 11am cause apparently I was taking bowling girl home for a soccer game after 1pm. I wasn’t even thinking I just kept talking till about 15 mins to 1pm and then she said are we going ? so we left. I went home for some extra sleep and then once again I went to work

After work I went out again cause you know the party isn’t over yet

So we danced and drank like there was no tomorrow my mate had to leave early so it was just me and the girls so we just kept going…….

Morning light came and we were “asked” to leave, so we went and got breakfast at pancake manor :D and then at 9:30am it was time to go home so I went home and realised I had things to do so I organised all my internet stuff tried organising shipping for my project, and then went out to the containers to take inventory at 2 pm, Man was that a stupid Idea….