Confusion

arrrrgh!!!!!.......

im in bed at the moment and i don't want to get out.

see this is how i feel, my edited version of "the wrong girl" missy higgins

So the floodgates open but nothing comes out
I'm feeling no relief in my head, just doubt
But my heart keeps telling me 'hold your ground
You'll never learn a thing if you bail out now'

And I'm lonely again tonight
I can feel it like a knot in my side
They keep saying this is part of the ride
But I'm not getting stronger

Yet hold me against the light
And do you see any bullet inside?
Wouldn't find one if you magnified
Because you've got the wrong guy

Had my fingers around the back of your chair
You'd never miss a thing but you missed me there
And I just kept thinking 'Am I prepared
To pull it out from under your trusting stare?'

Now the house is quiet as a hollow head
And I'm walking round bumping into things you said
This has not been as easy as I thought it would
I'd be cooling down the fire if I thought I could

But I'm lonely again tonight
I can feel it like a knot in my side
They keep saying this is part of the ride
But I'm not getting stronger

Yet hold me against the light
And do you see any bullet inside?
Wouldn't find one if you magnified
Because you've got the wrong guy


But at the same time like this, "magic" colbie caillat

You've got magic inside your finger tips
Its leaking out all over my skin
Everytime that i get close to you
Your makin me weak with the way you
Look through those eyes

And all i see is your face
All i need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeaaaa, oh i need you

I remember the way that you move
Your dancin easily through my dreams
Its hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

All i see is your face
All i need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

Oh baby i need you
To see me, the way i see you
Lovely, wide awake in
The middle of my dreams

And all i see is your face
All i need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

All i see is your face
All i need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeaaaa, oh oh da da da do do do do doAhhhhhh,
i ..... i need you




why!!!!!!!! why do i feel this??? i guess its cause i dont have anyone to talk to like i used to, it finally hit home a little while ago that i am actually alone. i mean i have friends and they're awesome but its not the same. i though i was fine but obviously im not......

im going back to moleep (thats mope and sleep smooshed together)

ill be back